So April was a pretty exciting month. I received my endowments on April 6th. What a wonderful day and i continue to feel the wonderfulness of that day. I go to the Temple twice a week. I can not see myself doing anything but going that much. What a gift to have and what love i have felt. I have never been happier. People say i am calmer and I feel a calmer presence in my life. I feel myself growing more and more each day.
The next wonderful thing is my niece McKenzie was born. Man she is a cutie. My little sister is an awesome mom. I am looking forward to watching her grow into a wonderful human being. We also found out Tricia is having a boy in September. So i will have two nieces and two nephews. What a great little family we are growing to be.
So lastly, dating. I have not been up to it, but i will. I just think it comes to liking a boy i lose all my senses and come off not who i am. I am also scared to get hurt again. I do not ever want to feel that kind of pain again. I don't feel it anymore, but i do remember what it felt like when he told me he met someone. It was the worst thing ever, so i don't want to feel that way. I am ready to move on, but i just don't want to be stupid again and act like a fool again. I don't want to be fooled again. So that is what i am figuring out how not to lose myself and make a fool of myself again. I am way too cute to not try. So I haven't been able to try new things every month because a lot of what i want to try costs money, but i will get that started again when not poor. So there is the update. I know I am kinda boring, but i wouldn't have it any other way.
