i am feeling a little mad

Today I just found out that they have replaced me in my old classroom. Although I am happy at the JCC and new opportunities are already coming, but I feel really screwed right now. I always knew this was not a layoff, but to be replaced a month after being laid off makes it more clearly it wasn't. I gave so much to that center. I worked hard and cared so much about that place and to have me pushed out that way sucks. The person they replaced me with was the two year old teacher and they put a person, who is nice, but has no experience in that room. So there are now two people in the two's with no experience. I have heard that room is not that great anymore. It breaks my heart that my old parents are being treated in this way. They don't deserve this crap. i don't know why I am feeling more screwed now than before, but I do. Anyways there is an opening in the afternoon shift with the kindergartners, which would be great if I could get it. I was loving teaching the older kids. 

Also in big new in Amy's life, I have a date on saturday!!! It is my first date in two and a half years. I am not that interested in this guy, I mean he read the Twilight books and discussed them with me, which I thought was a little girly, plus he doesn't have a car and he is in his 30s. Maybe that is snotty of me but I would like a guy who is somewhat stable. So I am forcing myself to get out. Though I still have strong feelings for Andy and I thought they would have faded by now, but they are still there. I figured I need to force myself out there to help with that. So wish me luck.